It must have been really painful to force yourself forget. A year, five, maybe even seven, gone in one snap decision? It must have been difficult to wake up one day asking yourself all those questions. Bakit ka ba niya iniwan? Anong bang mali sa’yo? Saan ka ba nagkulang?
Being left is like getting lost in the woods with no path nor bread crumbs to lead you back home. Kahit ilang araw ka pang magsoul searching, kahit madalas mong sinasabi sa sarili mong di mo na siya kailangan, the memories still haunt like ghosts especially during nights when you couldn’t sleep.
It may be hard to understand now but eventually, you will accept the fact that you don’t need an answer to all these questions anymore. One day, magigising ka lang at magpapasyang alagaan sarili mo. Because you deserve it. Deserve mong bumalik yung sigla na nakapaloob sa sarili mo. Matatanggap mong nagmahal ka ng tao. Matatanggap mong kelangan nila umalis. For whatever reason, sa kanila na yun. What you need to do is to find yourself again. To find genuine happiness. You’ll get to know someone someday and maybe by then, it’ll work out. Who knows? The future is uncertain but love is.
